After years of ecstasy

Why after years of ecstasy
I still keep on looking
for an opportunity
to change everything?

Now I could cut the deep grown roots
let the tree drop all it’s leaves
plant a seed on it’s old place
forget how it was

I want to spend my life learning to know your heart
Feeding air to this common flame we have
When you’re out of my reach we’re not apart at all
Feeling close though you’re million miles away

I am happy to receive
some words that hurt me so
they will break some boundaries
that hold me up

wild dreams have shown me how
things could be arranged
it could happen where I am
I just need to be sure